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Always makes my heart beat faster. Sigur Ros- Saeglopur

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 00:44:43 -0400

Always makes my heart beat faster.

Sigur Ros- Saeglopur

Musings on Quality

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 00:03:00 -0400

It’s incredible that there are so many studies devoted to appreciating quality in various fields yet when it comes to identifying a quality human most people are lost.

"I tell you: one must still have chaos in oneself, to give birth to a dancing star."

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 17:38:04 -0400

““I tell you: one must still have chaos in oneself, to give birth to a dancing star.””

- Nietzsche

A review of Ingmar Bergman’s “Persona’ from my...

Sun, 17 Mar 2013 05:52:23 -0400

A review of Ingmar Bergman’s “Persona’ from my Cinema of Attractions class in 2011

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The above clip is from Ingmar Bergman’s Persona (1966)

The film is an artistic and psychological examination of transference and the fragility and interaction of personal identities. An actress, Elizabeth, while performing Elektra suddenly freezes on stage, and loses her ability to speak. It’s unclear whether her muteness is a conscious choice, or a physiological occurrence sans choice. A young nurse named Alma looks after her, and begins to divulge her life. As trust and bonds develop, the two experience a merging of personalities, with Alma becoming increasingly neurotic and psychologically weakened, while Elizabeth becomes stronger and takes on the role of the distant guardian. They soon become one, and one another. This film has been hailed as one of the most important experimental art films, and serves as the influence for films such as The Black Swan and Mulholland Dr. In my own opinion, I also see influences in Catherine Breillat’s films, in which she often explores the dualism of one identity by splitting them into two characters (take for example, Fat Girl, in which Anais represents the logical feminist, while Elena represents the emotional, abiding female).

Tangents aside, the reason I chose to post this clip is because the film commences with images that have no relevance to narrative the film itself. In fact, the beginning visuals are of a projector, a camera, and moving film, spliced together and shot from strange angles. This points to the self awareness of the film, as it’s showing the apparatus of film making before the actual film. This is almost saying to the spectator, “Remember, this is only a film” and it also seems to denounce the importance of the actual narrative, which ties into Gunning’s claim that “Cinema of Attractions” is about the ability to show something as opposed to focusing on plot and narrative. Furthermore, the self aware examination of the mechanism points to the spectacle of film making when spectators went to the cinema to observe the Kinetoscope and Kinetograph Camera- when the apparatus was so new, that it was a spectacle itself.

Directly following these images are images of a spliced in erect penis, which is an “erotic spectacle” (391), and other random, static shots of spiders, hands, and a dead sheep being drained of its blood. The shots seem to point to the spectacle of showing movement, rather than the linearity of the story. Lastly, before the narrative commences, the dead sheep’s eye is shown, and then its internal organs are shown as well. This mirrors the examination of the camera lens (eye) as well as the spool of film (the innards, physically, resembling intestines). It’s almost as if the film is saying “Don’t forget what this is made of, what you are made of, what everything is made of”, giving further credence to the psychological development of the story, while at the same time, denouncing its credibility in its portrayal through film, because the camera is just an apparatus, as dead as the sheep.

It is an interesting choice on Bergman’s part to include this at the very beginning. Psychologically, minds retain the beginning and the end the most, and the middle is generally forgotten (think, importance of first impressions). This again, since it’s a psychologically self aware film, proves that he is dismissing the narrative qualities, and treating this film as a spectacle, an attraction.

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Sat, 16 Mar 2013 17:49:22 -0400

auracolorist: Today’s techni-color dream on @mariaxliu #pastels...

Fri, 15 Mar 2013 22:18:06 -0400

auracolorist:

Today’s techni-color dream on @mariaxliu #pastels #technicolor #spring #easter #rainbow #hairflair #haircolor #pretty #dream #surreal #paintedbyme #auracolorist (at Sally Hershberger Downtown )

Just watched Abbas Kiarostami’s latest film, “Like...

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 23:46:00 -0400

Just watched Abbas Kiarostami’s latest film, “Like Someone in Love” and I can’t stop thinking about it. My take:

Most of what happens in this film is implicit and off screen. The director chooses to focus on a few brief encounters and a newly forged, fragile relationship between a call girl and an older Sociology professor who lives 1 hour outside of the city. Though seemingly simple, plot-wise, the brilliance and intricacies come to life in our minds long after the film ends.

The audience isn’t provided with a substantial backstory- this is a sliver of time we’re exposed to, and we reckon that Akiko is a student who moved to Tokyo and struggled with finances, so she began moonlighting as a call girl after her classes and exams after finding success due to her exceptional, though generic, beauty. She mentions that she often reminds people of others, perhaps her universal familiarity is her allure, allowing her clients to project whatever they want her to be, leaving the real Akiko unfamiliar to everyone including herself- clearly a stranger even to her suspicious (for good reason) and controlling fiancé who we can assume gives the emotionally damaged Akiko some sense of stability in a twisted form of consuming love that she can accept, perhaps counterbalancing the emotionally distant relationships she has with her clients. It’s unclear if the relationship was ever good, or if Akiko’s compartmentalization and double-life has created the toxic dynamic that exists in the time we’re privy to. Her isolation is symbolized by the film’s focus on transit- most of the key moments in the film happen while Akiko is in a car and we see the city reflecting off the glass.

Akiko’s pimp sends her to a client old enough to be her grandfather. Formerly a student of this aging Sociology professor, her pimp holds him in high esteem and doesn’t want to disappoint him, hence sending Akiko who initially refuses, but acquiesces. As she rides in the Taxi on her way over, she listens to the countless voicemails from her worried grandma who came to visit her that weekend, calls which she never picked up nor returns. The most recent voicemail indicates her grandma is waiting for her by a statue, which Akiko insists on circling twice while she cries in acknowledgement of her neglect and avoidance. Separated by glass, metal, and movement, her grandma will never know Akiko’s real sentiments, or understand her lack of regard. This also sets the stage for an exploration of the “distance” in emotional maturity and experiences between the old and young, further explored with Akiko, Akiko’s boyfriend, and the professor later in the film.

It’s apparent that Akiko seems comfortable immediately with the professor, and undresses soon after she arrives and passes out in his bed. Based on her quiet and sensitive nature and her comments about her outgoing friend who can chat up just about anyone, it’s inferred that she doesn’t often feel this kind of connection. He’s patient with her despite her refusal to eat dinner with him which he prepared for her, and silently watches over her as she sleeps. The next morning he takes her to school while she continues to sleep. In our sleep we are the most vulnerable, so these scenes show us the immediate comfort the two feel in each others’ presence. We can also gather that she’s exhausted from all her pretenses.

While he waits for her, he meets Akiko’s fiancé who is also waiting. Through masterful and cryptic dialogue, the fiancé assumes the professor is Akiko’s grandfather. We see what we want to see, seems to be the message the director is insisting on despite very obvious clues that not all is what it seems (ex. Akiko’s fiancé has an advertisement with Akiko’s photo on it advertising her services- her generic looks work to her favor in this case, making the accusation dismissable, Akiko never mentioned her grandfather visiting, only her grandmother, and her grandfather is a fisherman, not a professor). The ambiguity of their relationship echoes that of Abbas’ film ‘Certified Copy’, where we’re not sure what’s real, what’s pretend, what’s a dream, and who’s who. The transient nature of the relationship between the two main characters (one beautifully played by Juliette Binoche) morphs through dialogue and moods, with very little triggered by action.

The abrupt ending of “Like Someone in Love” literally “shatters” a lot of what we’ve come to understand in this poetic, soft film. Perhaps making up for the slow beginning and shocking us to our senses, the ending calls into question much more that happens non diegetically- how did the fiancé find out within the few hours he was denying the truth and now? Is the Professor alright, did he faint out of fear or did he get hit in the head? With so little actually explained in the film, our minds run wild with answers filling in the complex backstories that we personalize. Maybe we too are treating the film how Akiko’s clients treat her, making the film a reflection of our own desires and thoughts with barely any concrete understanding of the actual substance (in our defense, we aren’t allowed to understand it).

All we really grasp is that the Professor sees Akiko as familiar because she resembles his wife and granddaughter, and though nothing sexual happens (at least on screen) the nature of their relationship from the outset is of sexual expectations. Perhaps this film is really discussing the innocence of what has darker pretenses on the exterior, while also evaluating the darkness that exists within an innocent exterior (Akiko). The “Like” in the film’s name implies its exploration of mimicry, falsity, and shallowness of emotion. It’s not someone in love for a reason, it’s someone who pretends and perhaps wants desperately to be but doesn’t know how. A symptom of a big city- is the film an analysis of the loneliness and isolation of Tokyo, overall? Any “genuine” closeness occurs far (in this case, 1 hour) outside of the city.

*Maybe all of our relationships have little to do with who each of us are, but who each of us reminds us of* This film definitely had surrealistic inspirations, namely “Belle de Jour” by Luis Bunuel.

"Show the readers everything, tell them nothing."

Tue, 05 Mar 2013 11:09:39 -0500

““Show the readers everything, tell them nothing.””

- Ernest Hemingway (via kateoplis)

"Every word first looks around in every direction before letting itself be written down by me."

Thu, 28 Feb 2013 17:23:59 -0500

“Every word first looks around in every direction before letting itself be written down by me.”

- Franz Kafka (via kateoplis)

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Thu, 28 Feb 2013 17:20:47 -0500

"That which seems most feeble and bewildered in you is the strongest and most determined."

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 21:52:33 -0500

“That which seems most feeble and bewildered in you is the strongest and most determined.”

- Kahlil Gibran

Social media is the perfect analogy for existence. The landscape...

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 21:30:27 -0500

Social media is the perfect analogy for existence. The landscape is vast, we choose to abide by certain rules that may or may not apply- its all about what you bring to it and how you measure success.

other-wordly: pronunciation | fi-ni-‘fU-gal I wonder what the...

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 21:14:45 -0500

other-wordly:

pronunciation | fi-ni-‘fU-gal

I wonder what the antonym is, because my endings are never prolonged.

Big thank you to @meghan_farrell for my favorite pieces: Cross...

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 18:58:46 -0500

Big thank you to @meghan_farrell for my favorite pieces: Cross Kiss Ring (bc you never know which xx are authentic) and the Triple Neurology Pendant. @mf_jewelry #jewelry #fashion #style #accessories

Still from “And God Created Woman” directed by Roger...

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 10:38:46 -0500

Still from “And God Created Woman” directed by Roger Vadim, starring Brigitte Bardot. It’s how I feel right now.

oxane: Ash cloud from Mt. Augustine

Fri, 01 Feb 2013 14:51:01 -0500

oxane:

Ash cloud from Mt. Augustine

yama-bato: Ralph Gibson

Tue, 04 Dec 2012 15:29:36 -0500

yama-bato:

Ralph Gibson

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Tue, 04 Dec 2012 15:28:50 -0500

auracolorist: Repost from the lovely @mariaxliu #haircolor #fun...

Tue, 04 Dec 2012 13:56:07 -0500

auracolorist:

Repost from the lovely @mariaxliu #haircolor #fun #beauty #blue #teal #mermaid #paintedbyme #auracolorist #nyc #style #thecut

So flattered that Aura (the best colorist in the entire world) is always showing me love <3<3<3<3<3<3

auracolorist: http://bullettmedia.com/editorial/to-dye-for-hairc...

Wed, 31 Oct 2012 12:38:17 -0400

auracolorist:

http://bullettmedia.com/editorial/to-dye-for-haircolorist-aura-friedman-explores-peacock-inspired-hues/ #paintedbyme #auracolorist